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Sunday, January 29, 2006 at 5:40 PM

oh ok.....i'm back from visiting...havent reallie finished blogging cuz i was about to go out visiting and chole was around...she keep insisting that she wanted to type a msg on my hp...kaoz...gotta keep and eye on her....later she anyhow send how?haha...anywaez, juz had my lunch not long ago...at 4+...haha...maggie!!!yum....shit...so unhealthy...haiz...speaking of food, ytd reunion dinner was awkward.....uncle came over for dinner juz like every year...but recent years had been even more awkward cuz i dun reallie talk to my uncle and aunty anymore...dunno why juz like felt so cold.... den at the dinner table i didnt say a word...i wanted to juz quickly eat and go...but like a bit bu hao yi si if i juz eat and go so fast...so gotta slow down.. den i also dunno wat to eat...cuz i felt weird. den have to look around to see whether every one have almost finish eating b4 i finish my last mouthful of rice which has been rolling around in my plate since long ago and has turned cold... den my bro was about to leave the table when my granny said:"must take one more serving of rice! yi si yi si..." den i guess i am no exception so i go take one more serving lor...i only take one mouthful cuz i was full and i dun wanna sit at the table for too long le....ya...hai....so much for juz a reunion dinner huh?haiz.... if it was juz my family, it would be great and i would look forward to dinner... but got guest i will feel weird....haiz....man....who set all the kinds of stupid rules for chinese new year???cant wear black, cant do this, cant do tat, must clean house, muz do this, must do tat...kaoz...its juz chinese new year!!juz be happy!!!heck with the rules man...haiyo...cuz ytd i was out wiht jie in the afternoon to do last min shopping for my bro and jie wanted to find a brown top to go with my skirt...haha...bought a shirt for my bro. i think its nice but he not use to it so...wateva.. den when i was on my way back from woodlands, my bro told me tat my granny ask me to come back earlier for dinner, den my mum smsed den my dad smsed,...like wtf i WILL come back de la...kaoz...even if i wanted to eat out the shops also close le lor...and i from woodlands come back lehz...the mrt can only go this fast lor...so irritated la....

i was juz wondering that, will things change when our generation become parents and grandparents??like, will CNY become different and less troublesome and less fake?i mean, if i were a granny, i wont mind my grand children wearing black, i probably wont go through the trouble of cleaning the house juz bcoz CNY is here. (i'd clean the house as and when i feel like it.. :p) i certainly most likely wont eat vegetarian food for the morining and afternoon for CNY day1(dunno how tat practice came about anywae)..i mean, i seriously wont mind if the whole place look like halloween during CNY cuz everyone is wearing black. i mean, wats important is that every one is happy and enjoying themselves. y get upset juz because pple are wearing black?

eunice was juz complaining to me that CNY is awkward....meeting pple u only meet for once in a year and bcoz they are somehow related to u by blood. feels so weird... she felt like running away, and so do i....esp tmr...day 2...argh!!!!chaotic...its gonna be a chaotic day...making conversation with someone is actuallie pretty hard....the thing is, if u dun click with them, u dun click with them... and my po po house tmr is gonna be so crowded as usual tat i would have difficulty finding a spot to put my butt on....so awkward...dunno where to sit also...haiz...sucks...

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