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Thursday, March 02, 2006 at 11:38 PM

gosh...working sucks...i'm like so tired... and i reallie wanna do well...like, i reallie put in my best effort...but i guess juz putting in lots of effort isnt enuf...i mean, its the end product pple see and not wat u do in between... i finally tied up the accounts to the bukit timah clinic....and i mean finally man....kaoz...i guess i reallie slowed down the whole thing lor...haiz....den ytd i was given this new set of files to audit..AUDIT!!!I DUNNO HOW TO AUDIT!!!I HAVENT EVEN STUDIED THAT IN SCH YET AND WATS WORST MY BOSS EXPECTS ME TO KNOW HOW TO DO.....WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no idea....actuallie theres this new staff which came in ytd also...she's also from nyp.but she graduated bout 2 yrs ago...she's kinda nice...can get along with her...hmmm...hope she doesnt leave b4 me...haha...anywaes, back to the topic...aiyo!!! so actuallie my new colleague also dun reallie noe audit cuz she from banking finance or something like tat... so the both of us went to my boss to ask him how do we proceed....(Ok pathetic i noe...asking boss to teach..)my other colleague wasnt free so we had no other choice...but guess wat he said? actuallie he dun have to say anything...his body language kinda says everything... he gave that, : wat?-u-muz-be-kidding...u-need-me-to-teach-u-how-to-do-auditing?-look.... very depressing lor....den he didnt teach us on the spot cuz he wasnt free...so until today then teach... haiz...dunno wat they thinking...we r juz new and green...yet we are expected to produce the same amt of output as them???i dun think i can do it....i tried my best and all but there's somehow i limit to wat i can do cuz there's kinda like no one to reallie reallie guide me...like they only verbally guide me...and didnt attach me to an auditor and help them out.... feel like i'm juz being thrown into the sea and asked to swim... to them, its very easy for them to swim across to shore cuz they done tat b4...but for me??im like in the water wanting to swim but dunno how...and they are juz on the boat telling me to kick and move my arms...HOW??i KNOW i have to move my arms and legs but i dunno exactly how and wat they mean by "kick and move ur arms" but if i were to be attached to another swimmer (auditor), at least i can watch how should i go about "kicking and moving my arms"...hopefully that person can guide me as much as possible also lar....ok i'm like talking crap but for someone like me,who cant grasp things as fast as some others do, i 'm like reallie gonna need some help here...im reallie willing to learn but is there a person to guide me properly??haiz...i wrote pretty frustrating stuff in my diary also.... bout work and stuff...haiz...sucks....thank god tmr is friday..... means another week down...whoo hoo!!!!

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