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| Monday, March 06, 2006 at 10:19 PM |
Think positive...yeah...i should think positive and enjoy my ipp...8 more weeks only....no sweat baby! oh i'm so gonna cry......argh!!! 8 more weeks????8 more fucking weeks!!!!! HOW AM I GONNA MAKE IT OUT ALIVE????ITS LIKE IMPOSSIBLE RIGHT NOW!! and i soo sun see that last day of ipp coming....kaoz....haiz...last time when jason was complaining about his ipp, i was like, i symphatise with him...now, i truly symphatise with myself!!!!help!!ok....or so to say, actuallie, tep is like the slackest point in poly....(or is it?) i mean, come to think of it, tep like sun have to study, dun have to worry wat u gonna submit to boss, can go for long long breaks....haiz...i miss ELDC days....those were like one of the best days of tep i ever had....haiz... ok...today, 6 more attachment stud came in...5 sp one np.... and jie was like saying, "hey, for all u noe there will be cute guys coming in and tat might brighten up ur day!" tnx ar.... now my workplace is like er mei shan....so much for the cute guys...sigh...hahahahaha... anywaes, they al like very good lor...come in then whole day juz photocopy stuff, liquid paper unnecessary stuff etc....so good...at least they are not chunked with an accounts to do on their first day man...hope i can get along well wit them....no fair...they get to leave b4 me!!!fucking nyp...attachment so long...PPLE ARE DYING HERE!!dun they have a heart???damn.... well sometimes a try to psycho myself that i am gonna learn a lot... u noe, like submit work to boss, then if get scolding, at least i will come out knowing something i didnt....and if i am able to do this account, i'll come out gaining more knowledge, and most importantly, if i make ot through this ipp, i will beocme a stronger person!!!!kaoz....sound so like tat xia...haiz... but its actuallie pretty hard to say this to urself over andover again cuz i cant seem to brainwash myself...i mean, i'm going to work and stressing how to even do my work...this depresses me...i wanna do it... but i reallie dunno how...and there's like no one to help me...now i have to answer the calls tat come in...FUCK!! i mean, she had better get the attachment stud to do some of the errands i do lor if not i'll be s pissed....i have to do my i-dunno-how-to-do accounts, and now i have to answer phone calls, process cheques, go to bank, collect mail and all those shit...hello???i'm also an attachment stud ok??juz bcoz i stay there longer than most of them doesnt mean i muz do everything lor... i'm expected to produce the same output as everyone else, and i still have to run all these errands but i a have a status equivalent to an attachment stud and pay of an attachment stud...not that i'm complaining about my pay or my status...i'm perfectly fine with it...its juz i find the (audit) work too much for me and its out of my capabilities...(den again not that i'm very capable) i wanna do things well but i juz cant seem to...my god how come this is only the 4th week??? and a monday at that!!!damn.....
Saturday took granny to this restaurant called sun with moon at wheelock place...tat timei went there to eat, the food was fantastic!!!!*pulls hair* very nice...so i tot i'd bring her there and treat her eat cuz i got my pay...we went in the afternoon cuz wanted to avoid the crowd...actuallie need to book in advance to eat there...anywae so we went in the afternoon....but the menu there was afternoon tea menu....damn...no dinner menu...was quite disappointed though but nevertheless, the food was great..
Sunday went to watch underworld with rahayu... haha...nice show...but didnt reallie catch the story line la...bit complicated...haha...de after he movie, she came over to my place and we watched some more dvds...haha...ok movie freaks we are....oh wells....
I'll play for you.
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