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| Monday, May 15, 2006 at 6:28 PM |
haiz...life has been kinda boring recently... i kinda feel like i have no life... hmmm...tats kinda sucky man... is this the kinda phrase in life everyone goes through?or is it juz me...the pple i wanna see dun have time to see me... haiz...
i finished reading harry potter! (like finally!) kinda sad cuz now i have to wait for like so long b4 the last instalment of the series comes out... so sad...no more harry potter for now.... sobs... the ending was pretty sad.... oh wells.....
cant wait to go eat kuishin-bo with jie!!!! i'm already thinking of the heaps of salmon sashimi calling out my name..... u noe wat?? i finally figured out wat is my source of happiness... the one that lifts my mood when i'm down, the one tat satisfies my needs, the one that makes me feel comfortable once again, the one who will alwaes be there for me (well sorta..), the one who gives me the support & strength to move on,and that is FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nothing beats that... i juz came to realise how important that is on sunday... i had a light breakfast of 2 ya kun toast, 2 eggs and tea, den had a lunch tat barely filled the base of my stomach cuz i reallie ate reallie little, and i didnt eat anything else for the whole damn afternoon!!!!!! guess wat? i felt sick!!! i felt weak and developed a headache and suffered all afternoon...gosh... i felt guilty eating too many meals per day and we were gonna order delivery for dinner so i figured i better not eat too much in the afternoon... i guess my efforts didnt go far cuz i was SO freaking hungry i ate a Mac spicy and a double cheese burger.... and i didnt jog..... i ought to stab myself with a blade and mutilate my insides or something... ok gross... but the point is, shit i'm reallie eating too much... BUT IT MAKES ME HAPPY!!!! how??? btw, pple are gonna laugh but i actuallie had the thought of having a salad for lunch today... but it didnt happen...ended eating mee hoon kway.. and i finished everything and i wasn't very very very full la... ok la... full but i still felt like eating chocolate... yiting and gaya3 were like complaining they were bloody full.. i figured i better keep quiet or they're gonna give me that WAT?? expression....
ok... maybe i'll start my salad diet tommorrow..... i muz man.... (voice in my head : "it ain't ever gonna happen baby...")
I'll play for you.
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