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Friday, June 30, 2006 at 1:25 AM

finally, stuff bugging me for month and months kinda settled.... suddenly i feel vulnerable and scared....(hugz, anyone?) haiz...the truth was being thrown at me today...a lot of stuff...i mean, not that i feel angry with them or wat but, sometimes, too many things being thrown at u at once can be quite intimidating and can be quite heavy... i actuallie expected all tat today but actuallie taking in all the truth and stuff is harder than i expected... haiz... now i feel like such a two-faced bitch...haiz...... i feel scared actuallie... scared that all the bad stuff will happen again... i dun wan cuz i treasure my frens and i dun wanna lose them....haiz... i reallie hope that everything will be alright. feel like i'm threading on thin ice or something.... tat feeling sucks.... SUCKS!!! argh... i feel that recently i'm like doing stuff which may be kinda repulsive to pple??dunno... like wat ever i do dun seem to turn out well... why??? geez... and the worst thing is that i dun even realise it.... haiz.... help me...stab me!!!!juz stab me!!!!!

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