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Friday, July 21, 2006 at 11:49 PM

urgh... i wanna cry!!!!!!I WANNA CRY!!!!i dunno why but i juz feel that crying will make me feel better... i guess its like some form of portal for negative energies and feelings to go out... does it help??damn frustrating.. haiz... i think it's because some cyclone juz sucked all the enthusiasm and drive and passion towards life out of me. i dunno wat to do man...yeah, lost...guess tat's da word... i'm like 19...by right i "should be" filled with aspirations and other loads of shit... but i'm not... is it my friends??sometimes feel like there's no body around me to make me feel that everything's gonna be fine, unlike sec sch.....can't believe i'd actuallie say this but, I MISS SEC SCH LIFE!!!life in poly is like so cold... i can't even see my frenz... i dun even have the chance to meet them along the corridor and say hi...nowadays i'm so tied up with tutorials and tests and proj and stuff that i dun even have much spare time to call or msg them....its like, getting harder and harder to maintain stuff... life sux so much....i juz wanna be happy....is that too much to ask for?

I'll play for you.