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Wednesday, March 28, 2007 at 2:39 PM

urgh....its been a reallie depressing week.... im like having headaches 60% of the time...this reallie irritates me..... im so tempted to pop a panadol and juz be done with it.... i came across this report:

Long-Term Aspirin Use Cuts Death Risk for Women: Study
Two decades of tracking shows low to moderate use has major impact on heart disease and cancer
**WOW**
well, my mum somehow made these two products : panadol and instant noodles, so transcendental .... she made me have the impression that i would juz die if i eat more than 20 asprins/instant noodles in my life...they're like my staples.... how can i ever get through life without these? cuz when i was in pri sch, i was having serious headaches at least twice a week.... and each time i have it, my mum would strongly discourage me to pop a panadol... she would juz ask me to go and sleep... so i was sleeping quite a lot then.... but now?i cant afford to sleep so much can i? so somehow, i found that eating instant noodles kinda helped a bit.... maybe cuz i like it so much im forgetting that i was having a headache...
but recently, all food that touches my mouth turns to total crap!!! i dun even enjoy instant noodles... i crave for it but when i actuallie eat it, it juz felt like a bowl of carbs... i'm feeling so tired as well... felt like im juz dragging myself... ok i guess all the junk foods that is all piled up in my body is taking its toll.... urgh.... but i reallie did eat unhealthly this past week... countless instant noodles, high salt snacks, arteries clotting meals... i was juz trying to make myself happy ok? im so xian-ed that i find smiling a chore... cant reallie be bothered to lift that cheek muscle...
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waiting sux!!! and the point is i'm not even given a specific waiting time..jan said its 1 wk but others say its 2!!!!-_- . this reallie kills me... its like affecting my freaking life... there're juz so many things that i have to think about and make a decision quick. but i juz cant... deadline is coming and my life's in a mess!! everything around me is like exuding negetivity...from living to non-living things.... i feel like something is out to get me or something.... wtf...
xian... wanted to take a break from work these few days but cant cuz the schedule was out long ago and i already cancelled last week so it would not be nice to cancel this week as well... gosh...think i reallie need some exercise at the park.... as usual, didnt reallie go about doing it... all the symptoms of lack of exercise is reallie kicking in.... think its high time to REALLY start... yes...i shall start maybe next week la...see 1st...
time is crawling....juz wanna end work now and sleep....

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