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Saturday, July 28, 2007 at 8:53 PM

growing up sucks..... changes suck.... i hate changes..... haiz... friendship needs maintanence as much as everything else... its not easy to maintain a friendship.....especially with everyone doing their own thing.... its juz hard cuz even if on my part, i still treasure the frienship, the other party may not feel the same way cuz maybe we haven't met up for a long time or regularly or something like tat,....and they won't bother to even rmb me or something.... are these wat we so called high maintenance friendships?not talking financially la..... with pple getting more and more scheming these days, its reallie hard to find real and true friends..... guess i can count real friends with one hand.... u mean for a friendship to last, u need to see each other often? or like, when ur friend asks you out time and time again and u can't make it, tat's the end of the friendship?because u can't be there to hang out with them?it'll be sad if this is true... different pple have different constraints.... so juz because ur friend is busy or financially strapped so she doesn't wanna hang out, u'll juz find someone else who can be physically there to hang out with u...(=new friend..... )haiz....

recently i have been passing up many occasions to hang out with the friends..... eg. i turned down rahayu for the past few times when she ask if i wanna join her and her friends to go to the zoo,clubbing etc..... haiz.... i very much wanna go along sometimes but i juz feel guilty as well cuz weekends are the only times i have more time to catch up on my very lagging work..... i feel guilty to have fun or do anything else other than study..... and even if i wanna meet friends after 6pm classes, the timings juz seem to clash cuz maybe they finsh work at 5 or have night classes or watever la.... haiz.... life sucks....

met up with dearest jan in the evening today..for a short short while.... she came over to my house area to pass me something..... doughnuts from doughnut factory!!! =) she brought about 3 over for me to try.....we talked for a little bit...havent seen her in such a long time......reallie enjoyed our talk cuz in a way i feel that she doesnt judge me.....which is good cuz nobody's a saint... i usually try not to judge my friends for wat they do cuz i guess no one's perfect and we're only human.... u can't get the whole world to agree with u right? i guess one day even if my friend did something reallie bitchy(not to me la), i'll still be on her side no matter wat.... i'll have a bitchy friend lor, so wat?cannot ar?

so the quote of da day (by jan):

It's not the years that count, it's making the years count...

I'll play for you.