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Saturday, September 08, 2007 at 11:12 AM

there's this person i hate....

i hate it that she doesn't listen to me
i hate it that she is always feeling tired
i hate it that she doesn't focus when she's supposed to
i hate it that she doesn't say what she wants to say
i hate it that she doesn't hear what she needs to hear
i hate it that she doesn't feel what she needs to feel
i hate it that she doesn't do what i need her to do....


i hate me


~:II:~



i'm screwed.....i have less than a mth's time for each of my paper b4 exams..... and that's counting the days i have sch as well.... ok i know its only 3 papers, why do i have to freak out like tat right?but i'm juz freaked out ok? think im not working hard enuf......need to step on it...haiz....xianz....btw,digressing, my classmate so does not look 31 does she?




didn't think i'd actuallie be able to communicate much with her cuz of the age gap..but alas!its either i'm an auntie or she's young at heart...... i choose to think it's the latter... haha....

anywaes, i think i juz got lucky! i won this kylie minogue perfume set from Cleo after sending in an sms thingy.....omg... didnt think i'd get something outta it....i mean, everyone around me is like winning free movie tickets blah blah....how come i never win anything?(cuz i seldom send in but tat's besides the point). hmm....but i think i might wanna sell it off or something...u noe, get some cash out of it cuz i'm low on it!yikes... but i can't bear to sell it :( haha.... i mean, its nice for a change to receive letters telling me "congratulations" instead of asking for PAYMENT to some stupid accounting body...kaoz... seriously, i understand yiting's frustration on alwaes receiving letters from the sch asking for payment for this and that.... sux.....




i wanna runaway!!!!to where life is so much simpler.... where everything is not measured in terms of money or status but measured in terms of let's say how happy u have been today?or something like tat.... we're all so busy that we fail to notice how sweet the morning air smells on a sunny morning, how white the clouds appear infront of the clear blue sky, how beautiful and relaxing a golden sunset is and how calming and endless a starry sky is.... am i a freak to feel this way?or does all these make me a grandma?omg...i sound like a retiree....I'M OLD!!! Or should a 20 yr old be saying that the cherry of my life is clubbing everyday, eating at expensive cafes, active social life, using my dad's credit card and hanging around town everyday?will tat make me sound younger??haha...i'm so not.... ok i'm juz cranky cuz i need to get away and bake on a nice beach....keep dreamin...

It hurts to let go. But then again, it hurts to hold on...

I'll play for you.