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Tuesday, May 27, 2008 at 5:53 PM

argh....i hate life..... i know studying is better than working but still!!! studying something i can't pass forever is depressing!!!!! damn it..... i feel so bad i wanna puke all day..... its like im running out of time but at the same time i wan exams to be over soon....god i hate life.... i want to go out and work too....asap! i wanna start my career soon.... (though i wish i can be a student forever..) its not possible.... i want to earn money soon....top priority : so that i can bring my granny out to fancy restaurants as often as she likes. cuz i promised her that.... i also want to earn money, so that i can give my parents "allowance". i want to earn money, so that hopefully i can buy a place of my own and move out....(well, moving out is the main point actually....) i actually thought of renting a place next time.... but shawn says that renting is very bo hua cuz ur making payments to something that will not be urs in the future...which is true.... but i have this feeling that by the time i can afford a house, i might be dying already....maybe should juz settle for a tent...hmmm.....

oh wats the point of all these thoughts?i havent even passed my exams....i have nothing...like, nothing! i'm old! And time is running out and i'm stuck at where i am.... grrr......

i'm craving to go out and shop a bit after exams...i've been either at home or in sch these days (or month rather)....i think this time, i;m gonna actually have a budget on how much to spend rather than setting it at zero.... i have this conclusion, that if i go "shopping" but set my budget at zero, i will spend on something i shouldn't have bought... but when i actually bring money out to spend, i couldn't find anything i like...so yeah....after exams....after exams.....


I'll play for you.